Don't understand

I might have tears in my eyes
Hoping to never cry
When your gone
I'm all alone
doing things on my own
and wondering why, why me?
cant handle this pain
I'm about  to start tripping
cant stand the sight of you
but still here
WHY?
I Feel Despair
And You Don't Even Care ,
You Make My Heart
Ache And Break

Now my heart is full of HATE !
No matter who doesn't  love me
I'm going to love me regardless
Because at the end of the day its just me
LEARNING TO
LivE,
Laugh,
Love